Thank You:

Back then...
For being my soulmate.
For driving to random places with me.
For loving me no matter what I did.
For caring about me even when I hurt you.
For being there for me when I needed you.
For believing I could do anything I wanted to.
For doing those little things that made a difference.
Our song, by our favorite band.

Now...
For telling me "we're special" and "we're different", but break my heart over and over again.
For taking me on a roadtrip with you and sleeping in bed with a girl, you barely knew in front of me, and making me share a bed with your guy friend, I met once.
For having your first kiss with this girl in front of me, on the Golden Gate Bridge.
For not realizing how much pain I have been in.
For cheating on your girlfriend, with me two different times and not coming back to me, no matter how much I begged.
For telling your girlfriend, we're best friends and that's all.
For talking to your girlfriend in front of me, like you used to talk to me.
For telling me, you don't love me the way you used to.
For kissing me, but not letting me kiss you back.
For laughing a little when I cry.
For not taking me seriously.
For not being the best friend I thought you were.
For making me sink into a depression I'm trying to get out of.
For making me cry every night.
For all the drugs and alcohol I've been consuming to keep you off my mind (it actually does help a little)