All I wanna do

is eat and sleep and drink and cry in my bed, listening to elliott smith. I need to cry for help sometime, I just don't know when that time should be.

I like hanging out with my friends cause that's the only time I feel happy.

I've applied pretty much everywhere for a job but I guess they don't like me already cause I haven't been called back or anything. I tried I really did.

I need to do something with my music already.

I still miss someone. Because of that, I feel like shit.

Johnny Cash and June Carter make me cry. They are beautiful.

I don't want to experience anymore deaths. The future will not be good to me.

I keep having these constant headaches, I've become accustomed to. I should probably go to the doctor or something. It fucking hurts.