Bullshit.

Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.
Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.
Bullshit.Bullshit.Bullshit.
Bullshit.Bullshit.
Oh yeah and...

BULLSHIT.

"Hellooo: to self."

To sum it up:




it as a great night.

I don't need no roadmap...God gave me the stars.

I don't want to be in school. I just want to manage a record or cereal shop and sell shit and sulk about barely making it anywhere instead of becoming a doctor or lawyer...that or travel and play music around the country like Paleo does.

Sometimes you go looking for what you want...and find what you need.

I've been watching lots of movies lately. I love the feeling I get after watching them, if they make an impression on me. I've been meaning to watch Winter Passing for a while and I finally saw it last night around this time.
The ending was kinda meh-y if you like resolved endings, but I liked it. I prefer unresolved movie endings. It leaves it up to the audience, to interpret/determine the characters' lives afterwards.
I have a huge celebrity crush on Zooey Deschanel...


or maybe I just want to be like her haha.

I'm excited about a party coming up, that I'm going to, with a friend.
It's themed! Dress up from any era/decade except this one so it's pretty much open for everything ha. I don't know what I'm going as...any suggestions?

(Totally forgot to check the carnations today! Woopsies.)

Well it's elementary, my dear Dawson...

I love 80s cartoon adventures. Specifically the ones with animals as the leaders of some great escape or quest.
At the moment I'm drinking a cup of coffee, watching The Great Mouse Detective, which is one of my absolute favorites. It's actually quite witty and funny, more so than I remember. As a child, you don't really pick up the puns, which may be quite subtle to begin with anyways.


Vincent Price is the voice of the bad guy, Professor Ratigan, which is amazing. Ha. :)

/ / /

Oh yeah and here's my carnation update:



The orange one is already turning yellow at the tips but the other ones have barely shown a change at all.

In the middle of the night, I call your name...

I put some Mother's Day carnations leftover from church in some cups with food coloring.
I'll update on these soon.

They're lavender, turquoise and orange.

Only the end of the red, will show you my blueside.

I dyed my hair.



A bit different than the usual bronzy colors.

We'll be together all alone again, like we used to in the early days.

I found these ceramic snails at Goodwill and just HAD to have them.
It's kinda funny, they were on opposite sides of the store.


If they were lost...I'd like to think I reunited them. Hah.

Truth be known, never solved before...

I'm up late again or early, listening to music, specifically, Band of Horses.
They're going to San Francisco in August.


I'd like to visit the city again.
Roadtrip anyone?

She sat
so we'd be there
so resting now, at work
some bridges
better not burn.

She's in love with a dead guy anyway.

Every time I see Rushmore, I love it more and more.