Maybe we've all been messed with in the head. We all have this romanticized idea of love and finding that one person you'll spend the rest of your life with. When we were little, we were typically brought up thinking, we'll get married, have babies and live happily ever after. Most of us wish we had been taught reality, and that no one is as perfect as they are portrayed in fairy tales. Honestly, wouldn't you have rather been taught this bullshit then living your life as a cynic?
The problem is I'm still in love with him and he's still with that girl.
I still feel just as bad as when it happened both times.
I can't seem to fucking get over it.
I met someone else but it doesn't feel like I think things should feel. Like I know things should feel? I can't get over the fact that you know exactly who screwed me over. No pun intended. I really like this guy. Maybe if I try to get to know him better I'll feel differently. I want us to go smoothly because I really like him but, but,but,buttbutbut...maybe I'm just being human. I thought I'd be releasing more endorphins by now.
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